Why I write? I do not know feeling so wrong, but then feeling so well. My poetry is my testimony; my poetry is my therapy. Constantly writing the wrongs in my life trying to be right then wrong, learning but then failing why oh why do I write? To cleanse the soul, oh yeah that's right. Clarity of the mind, maybe to fly high. High enough to reach the stars, I continue to say its okay you'll be fine, you'll be alright, making mistakes and asking forgiveness do I really mean it, and should I fight or should I write. Why should I? This is why I write. God follows me where ever I go. He presses me to follow where he wants me to flow. Parking in one station is not moving, but moving forward is really something. Going beyond the rainbow, and reaching the stars, but I can not reach so instead I grab the moon then our work from there. Well it's a start I say. Well I'm still moving or am I just going to slow. This is why I write. The presence of the Lord is here. The spirit of the Lord is here. The power of the Lord is here. I feel it in the atmosphere. I know he is here. This keeps me comfortable, this keeps me sane, this keeps me moving, this keeps me walking. Which is it or which was it? This is why I write.
Apr 29, 2018
Walking the path of life is hard, but worth living. Rejection is the plague of life and very hurtful to many, but if it does not happen you will never learn the feeling. Painful paths and painful walks is necessary, and out of your control. Never forget these painful lessons are not meant to destroy you but to teach you what's in the world. Not everyone is going to be there for you. Not everyone is going to like you. Not everyone is your friend. But that is okay because God loves you and will never leave you nor forsake you. When everyone is against you and you only have God that's when we realize that God is all we need. The vision is like a blur to your future. you can not really see the whole path, but it takes faith to walk a path you can not fully see. The vision to fully open your eyes in a dark path takes trust in God when the world is against your light. Sometimes your best friends and family are not going to walk with you, and sometimes they might even be against you when you walk out your dark path. Also sometimes when we reach the Goal of our vision those that hated us want to be our friends, and we are being tested to hate them or forgive and love them from who and where they are. The vision shows so much of us that lives in a world of sin that our light shines on the darkness to walk out a path for us to show, and encourage others that they can do it to. So when you make it to the top bring another, and encourage that person or persons to do the same. Now the real question is do you wish to walk it. That's the vision.